Dear Sero

I remember this journey like it was yesterday. I’d read about doing a ceremony on the full moon in alignment with cycles of the planet to associate it with something larger than myself.

Every parent wants the best for their children…to see them happy and thriving. My son was born struggling. He struggled getting through a school day, struggled getting along with others, struggled finding something that he loved or even liked enough to stick with.

The idea was for us to grieve; to grieve parts of our younger selves, the things we didn’t achieve, and the regrets and resentments we held on to still

Being our first-time experiencing psilocybin, I remember thinking “Is this what its like!? Does everyone see the same thing when you do mushrooms!?”

Instantly regretting opening my eyes I quickly shut them, and sure enough, her floating head faded back in with the swirly colours to accompany her. She was grinning again, as…

I decided to take a dip in the pool and was waddling around eating a lime popsicle, when out of the corner of my eye I saw a little fluffy…

It was Canada Day long weekend. My friend’s parents were on vacation so we had the house to ourselves. Around noon time that day we consumed the mushrooms and hung out in the backyard pool.

Out of nowhere, I felt something clawing in the back of my hand. Normally I would have been quick to brush off what surely was an ant but for some…

And then at some point I suddenly didn’t feel weird. And I suddenly didn’t want to go home anymore. Because I felt like I was already home both with myself…

I remember this journey like it was yesterday. I’d read about doing a ceremony on the full moon in alignment with cycles of the planet to associate it with something larger than myself.

I thought I was in heaven it was so beautiful. The sound, smell, wind - it was all connected like a magical orchestra.

I started talking about things that I subconsciously was holding onto. Things that I didn’t even know would make me upset. Past experiences about death and loss that I felt…